social.solarpunk.au

social.solarpunk.au

kinda feeling like almost everyone out there is only out to serve themselves at the expense of everyone else.

every time i try and help someone it ends up in me being treated like a fool from which to parasite.

maybe i am a fool for thinking kindness is not a weakness.

feeling pretty used and invisible right now. no-one i know seems to care about me beyond what they can get out of me.

disgusting.
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@vidak
I found that I needed a lot of time and space to first unlearn unhealthy cultural conditioning, to then be able to develop myself anew. And I well know how painful it is to not be able to find positive relationships. But it is also not surprising in light of the nature of the social space under consideration. The less healthy the culture, the less potential there is for healthy relationships to flower. Our feelings are a product of our history and conditioning.